每一次拿起fm2，心里都是忐忑不安的。第一次，我不确定零知识下操作会带来怎样的结果。再一次，我还是不敢保证自己是否有足够的能力使用它。这一次也不例外，在做足功课的情况下依然怯场。一路上都让穷担心给左右着。怎么办？原来自己真的是太过自以为是了。
哪一个午后，坐在近乎封闭的室内认真的听着讲解。手上拿着笔记，用力地把那些陌生的组合词汇刻在脑海。“首先，你必须明白，入门所教的只是一个指南。不同厂商的底片所需要的冲洗时间也不一样。在明白了基本的概念后，就可以开始发挥你们的天马行空来实验。。。” 鼻子闻着让人提神的咖啡香。手上把玩着那些足以让胶卷产生化学变化的玩意。耳朵则听着有一搭没一搭的闲话家常。直到流程末，过了最后一道清洗后，把胶卷拿出来。
“your photo over expose already。”
“yaya..guess so…coz i didn’t use the light metering..”
“why you didn’t mention early..i got extra battery mah..”
拍这张照片的前一分钟，一位路人问我说，为何要拍照，是不是在拍照的当儿会想着这将会成为一张让人看了wow的照片。我想了想，随口掰着打发他走后。就坐在路旁的五角基上，抓着相机，按下快门，假过片，再按下快门，再假过片。如是循环着同样的动作。心底却默默地思索着这一个不曾想过的问题。
“为什么要拍照？”
关于这类没想过的问题，忽然抛进脑海。被刺激的脑袋顿时停止运作。怎么我会不曾想过这样的一个问题。后来，每一次抓起相机，想着的都是练习和体验。比如，长时间曝光的照片要多长时间才能看到想看的效果，bokeh是怎样变出来的，怎样玩才能玩出color filter的精华，如何扑抓不模糊的动感等。。我想，我的出发点应该是，在把基础打好之前什么都别想。在我学会拍出让每个人都欣赏的照片前，只能默默地拍着自己欣赏的。趁着时间消失前，记录着自己所在的时代。
后来，望着扫描进电脑的照片，奇迹地，画面在我手中以另一个方式呈现着。就在那每一天来来回回的路上，走着走着却拍出了另一种味道。没有失望，只有惊喜的那一刻开始释然。对着电脑整理照片时甚至开始捂着嘴巴暗笑。间中也有想过好不好电脑后期再增加contrast什么的，结果却一样什么都没做就po上网了。当时纯粹想着，just let it be the way it’s。
好像蛮爽的感觉^^
喜欢拍就拍呀~
苦瓜汤@@(opppsss..)
哈哈哈。。。结果天黑后就累到hei酱。。。
苦瓜汤啊。。很好吃啊。。呵呵。。
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