好吧,究竟也只有在这些把自己抛入绝境的时候才能感觉到那微弱的存在感。
想起来还是会觉得有点讽刺,最初的决定并不是另一个起点却再次成为另一个原点。
还以为好不容易终于看见那些可以去努力的,为自己踏踏实实去实现的那一份“理想”,却只落得一场空。
空空荡荡地发了一场白日梦,醒来啥也不留。
也许是不懂吧。
在不懂的同时包含着很多很多幻想的当儿,也可以忘了很多很多的现实。
在不懂的期间内,总以为自身有足够的力量可以扛下所有的一切,无论好的还是不好的,无非过程的基本结构。
在懂和不懂之间,再次玩起固执。
并非期许,只是无奈。
我啊,不就是从一个偶尔会挑剔的地方,换去另一个还是会挑剔的环境,继续生活着。
这里,和哪里,又有什么差别了?
表面上的差异,始终更改不了本质上的结构。
一个月又如何?
一年又如何?
当月复月,年复年,最终还不是化成白骨一堆。
你如何又如何?
他如何又如何?
大家都只能围绕着改变不了的命运转圈圈。
配上或华丽或落魄的旋律。
只能原地旋转的忧伤。
落得一场空,好悲伤的感觉。。。
这叫长痛不如短痛。。。
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